Okay, so I'm on an emotional roller coaster this week and I want off - but the stupid man operating the controls just laughs at me! How's that for an image? Usually, I am very content and at peace with my life and its singleness. I know myself well enough to know that I like things certain ways, I love my work and feel married to it, and that maybe being single is best for my life path - but these days I just don't like it. I have some close guy friends (all married) and I've been hanging around them a lot lately and feeling like, "hey, this sucks, I want more than friendships."
It doesn't help that I'm also preparing to do yet another friends wedding this weekend. I just have a heavy heart, that's all. Last night I called a good friend of mine and she did a great job of listening, affirming, and allowing God to speak through her. So, I feel much better - but until this wedding is over with I don't think i will be back to normal. It's raining today and its actually very symbolic and comforting to me.
I believe life is a journey... that we are in search of God and each new day is an opportunity for adventure.
About Me
- Kimbrel
- I am fully me, take it or leave it. I was ordained to the Ministry of Word and Sacrament at the age of 26.. I am now 32. I love life. I cherish my family and get most aggravated with them at the same time! Everyday is a day to learn and grow. I have a cat named Pumpkin. I love to work in Theater: I have written plays, acted, and have now added directing to the list.
Quotes
- Ladders give me headaches. (Hannah, 15)
- This is the way I go! (Mikayla, 5)
1 comment:
Oh Kim! I'll keep you in my prayers. I can't imagine what a chanllenge it is to date AND be a minister. I usually don't say this but.. have you tried one of those dating websites? I'm usually skeptical of them but it seems like a good idea for people who don't want to go "out" and all the cards are laid on the table.
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