A Long Time Coming

Obviously, I took a vacation from the blogging world. There has really been a lot going on... a building project that gets its final approvals this coming Sunday and Tuesday, and good number of deaths of active members. It's been a tough month. And while I can honestly say, either way the voting goes I will be relieved, I'm still so darn anxious to get it all moving. I think it has to do with the fact that the project not only affects my work, but also my house. It's like I don't really know if I'm coming or going. I actually feel the stress inside myself, which is an odd feeling by the way. I do what I can to manage it, working out, eating right, relaxing, some family time... but it's like it's not going to go away until its all final on Tuesday. And then, if it's a go.. all chaos will break loose! But that seems easy enough to handle because we at least know what is happening. Big Sigh...